further down the spiral

once again i find myself looking inadequate and its my own fault.
i shouldn't have gone for a dinner and movie twice last week while my supervisor was away. i should have been working and quantifying and being a good girl.
bah.

my man is away working. its been a year and a half and i'm in love and i love being around him, and i never get stuff done...i treat myself to his presence way too often, so its good that there is this external imposition taking him away from me. i am taking this opportunity to actually work my ass off. in fact the details of my plan have involved once again being a gradiose disappointment and having my supervisor force me to creat and meet deadlines that i should be able to impose upon myself and yet do not seem to have the willpower to create. I NEED EXTERNAL DEADLINES. I would fail correspondence classes. Even something like basic neuroanatomy for dummies cos i would just not do it.

so i am resolved to be boring and work and keep at a distance my currently single and thus very demanding and time consuming sibs...

approching deadlines...
+all data done by thurs. (this coming thurs)
+chapter three into boss by next mon (7 days)
+Introduction apr6
+Discussion apr13

p.s. I saw "Confessions of a Shoppaholic" which I have read and although I was irritated that it took place in the US instead of England, I did thoroughly enjoy it. Note: if you spend a lot on clothes, its definitely a nail-biting anxiety-fest.

2nd movie - The Watchmen. Very good. Very graphic violence. Well described in terms of the alternate universe. and food for thought fo' shizzle. anyhoo....i do recommend. looking forward to Christian Bale does Terminator

ok. back to work.